Emma Grace .... live or memorex??

I have become so use to thinking of Emma Grace as just as nice pictures of a sweet little baby that  I would love to know - a blessing - a dream, but more than likely just a pic that came with the frame. I still don't think I realize that this is a real little girl that I am meeting in 2 weeks. This is my daughter.  My life is about to change....dramatically...and forever.  There is someone going to sit on that potty.  There is someone going to sleep in that bed.  There is someone who is going to sit in that chair.  There is someone who owns that tutu.  There is someone who is going to call me Mommy..................It does not seem possible.  It doesn't seem real.   I'm  the one who does not get to be a mama.  I moved past that long ago.  I went a long time hurting.  And then I barried the hurt under anger. And I forgot why I was angry.  It's how I made it through.  I was ok...until.....He called.........my bluff..........and now I know it was all part of His plan to keep me busy until Emma Grace was ready for us.  It really has nothing to do with me.  It's all about Emma Grace.  I am just so blessed that when He looked down His list He saw our names again and smiled....and said.....well...ok...why not.  A prayer answered.  Still uncertain if it is real.  Still wondering of 8/6/2012.  What is it going to be like when I see Emma Grace for the first time and she is in 3D.  What is it going to be like when Emma Grace Goodson is real.  What's it going to be like when I am finely free..........to be continued................from China.

http://www.adoptedthemovie.com/adopted-trailer/

http://www.youtube.com/user/adoptedthemovie?feature=results_main'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxBfwX0Mp4o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hz55snvK_40

http://www.adoptedthemovie.com/videos/