Wednesday, June 13, 2012

When I see that Emma Grace - she is so totally grounded!!

YES
that's right
Plans are in motion
Details are being worked out right now
When I see that baby girl of mine.............

MAMA'S FOOT IS COMING DOWN

 AND
AND
AND
 I'M GONNA GIVE HER A PIECE OF MY MIND!!
  Heed my warning girl!  
    
 Concerned as to what that Emma Grace could have done..........??


well check this out

that little
stinker

is making her poor mama

wait and
wait and
wait and
wait and
wait
to love her! 

 CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??!!???!!

     Hiding from mama's view at all costs.  
Ducking photographers left and right
oh NO
she's had photo ops
I know
 she was there 
she ducked
 she chuckled
she raspberried

This kind of activity can not and will not go unpunished! 

As soon as I see her  I am going to pick her up in my arms
        and snuggle and hug her sooo tight

       she'll think I'll never let go

 and I won't
for a real long time
 and it gonna be a real real tight one !!

And then I'm gonna hug her some more again and again and again!! 

That'll show her! 



 And just when she thinks her mama's had enough loving on her
I'm gonna pucker up
and start the smooching
 Smooch after smooch after smooch

Hop aboard the kiss train baby

because the kissing will seem to never end
and it won't
for at least 
10,000 kisses
 or more

 I'll start on her  cheeks - then get her nose - then her chin - then her forehead - than her hands
I'm even gonna kiss her little piggies!! 

That's how angry I am about this little game of hide-n-seek little Miss Em is trying to pull!

And before I let her off the hook 
she's gonna get an ear full! 
 That's right! 

 I'm gonna tell her all about love and how much her mama and baba has for her

and how we waited a lifetime for her

and how we will never ever stop loving her ever ever ever

The little one is going to know she is the cause of a lot of lovin'!!

 So   Little Miss
Emma Grace Goodson

 get your jollies now

because

 in just about 2 months 

 your lesson on being loved forever begins! 

AND THIS MAMA

(AND BABA TOO)

 MEANS BUSINESS!

I feel all like whhoooaaa is me.  This horrible emotional rollercoaster of wait, referred to as the final stages of an adoption, is becoming so hard on the heart.  It went from spending most of my time thinking about our Emma Grace - to spending all of my time thinking about her.  Problem is regular LIFE GOES ON - must keep on keeping on.  I would truly prefer to sleep until China time.  Life revolves around Emma.  All my thoughts, actions and money belong to her.  And that's fine.  I just want her home with us.  I want to know she is safe.  I don't want her to be sad.  She is too good to be sad.  Our little precious blessing needs to be treated like one. 

I keep hoping for a surprise picture to show up in the mailbox from China.  Like they know my address.............do they...........maybe I should text them..... NO - I'm not allowed.  The agency said no calling, email or for goodness sakes -NO SHOWING UP AT THE ORPHANAGE ON MY OWN UNINVITED! 
                                                                                       Knock Knock!!
 They seem to know me already all too well.  I so desperately want to know if she is doing well and see just one more pic of her.  Just one more will keep me till her Gotcha Day.  But I have a feeling she's gonna stay hid until I show up in person.  Counting the seconds or more honestly the tears. 

MAJOR DEPRESSION.  This needs to be a Friday!  If I say its a Friday and you say its a Friday - if we all say its Friday - then it should be Friday right!  It should really work that way!  WHO'S IN CHARGE AROUND HERE??!! 


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2 comments:

Unknown said...

Keep holding on, Sissy. Our little Emma will be home soon! Sorry she's going to miss the wedding, but still keeping the faith she'll be in your arms for her 2nd birthday. Love you and Uncle Dude so much.

Unknown said...

Yep - she'll be home for her birthday I just know it. love you too.